[jnox] :: Life is a dayBreak ::

Pagi ini langit terlihat gelap
Awan mendung menyelimuti sebelah barat
dan cahaya matahari terlihat samar di sebelah timur
Kicauan burung tak terdengar sejak saat itu

Angin dingin mulai berhembus..
Saat itu hanya kamu yang ada di pikiranku..
Jantungku mulai berdebar kencang,
sama seperti saat kita pertama kali bertemu..

Hembusan angin membawa imajinasiku ke masa lalu..
Suaramu terbayang di dalam anganku..
Senyummu menghiasi bingkai masa laluku..
Ah indahnya hari itu..

Air mulai berjatuhan dari langit..
Sedikit ada bunyi gemuruh dari atas..
Tandanya sebentar lagi tanah akan dibasahi..
Oh sejuknya hari ini..

Irama lagu kita terasa menyelimutiku..
Na..na..na..na..na…
Masih terasa sama seperti dulu..

Wahai kenangan indah, tetaplah disini..
Hanya kau yang bisa kumiliki saat ini..
Abadilah di duniaku…(x122)

I’m not dying by counting months,
I’m dying to know you’re leaving…

Though there’s no difference
But at the moment I know you’re near physically
That brings some magical spirit to a weirdo like me…

When you told me that we could go out or just to meet
I was so damn happy…
Though it never happen until today,
But at least I know we could do that some time
cause you’re just here…

I wish you knew how much I love you… (x122)

Beberapa minggu ini terasa berat…baru bisa memejamkan mata sekitar pukul 02.00 dini hari. Itu juga untung2an, klo lagi apes banget bisa2 pukul 03.00 dini baru terlelap. Padahal minggu2 sebelumnya udah bisa tidur normal mulai pukul 11.00 dan full awake pukul 06.00. Tapi sekarang?? baru bisa tidur pukul 02.00 dan fresh bangun pukul 08.00! OMG! Aku melewati saat-saat indah minum kopi di kala burung2 mulai berkicau, halah!

Dan pagi ini saya langsung berangkat ke kantor (pdhal minggu), niatnya mau setting miketek (dibaca: Mikrotik), tapi kok rasanya koneksi speedy pagi ini terasa lancar ya…iseng2 buka WoW (World of Warcraft), dan wow! hahahaha…tak terasa masuk dzuhur dan laperlah ni perut.

Keluar deh cari makan di warung, karena kehabisan nasi bungkus akhirnya aku pesen mie goreng. Mie goreng lho ya, bukan mie rebus (mie yg pke kuah). Dan ngemil deh tahu goreng, bakpao kecil 2, sama kripik. Setelah beberapa saat mie goreng-ku selesai dimasak, dan!! yah! sekali lagi aku bilang, aku pesen mie goreng bukan mie rebus. Tau apa yg aku dapatkan? mie goreng yang berkuah! cuih! Yang salah siapa sih?? saya yg pesen atau mas yang masak? Apa aku harus bilang mie goreng tanpa kuah? Perasaan default-nya seharusnya ya mie goreng tanpa kuah, klo mo dicustom baru bilang minta dikasih kuah, bener ga sih???

Arrgghhh!! Semua terasa aneh di minggu pagi ini…begitu juga sms gateway yg semalem error, tapi pagi ini jalan normal, pdhal ngga diapa2inn…????? beuhh…zzzz….cepe dee….!

You used to teach me,
you used to tease me..
then we kissed oh what a wonderful kiss..
But yesterday is only a memory

If only I could say
please don’t go tonight,
If only we could run away
And tomorrow is a new hope..

I know I couldn’t turn back time
Baby please give love a chance
Maybe we won’t be alone..
Today is a decision of the yesterday should be
and tomorrow will be..

(3.04/x122/1284)

“There was love all around..
but I never heard it singing,
no I never heard it at all..
till there was you..”
-The Beatles, Till There Was You

I’ve been lost,
All alone..
Without your voice,
your smile and your scent..

My life is so empty without you..

I’ve been down,
Since you’re gone..
You left me dying
and drowning in the tears..

You’re the one I believe..

I’m not alright
I’m not alright this time
Living a life without you..

But when the time has come,
I promise you are the first
of all my destination in this world

Wherever you are
I will find you..
No matter what,
I will find you..
Coz I only believe in you..

(2.04/x122/1284)

” Dear Pxx, I don’t think I like you anymore..
You used to watch me shave,
now all you do is stare at the floor.
Oh dear Pxx, I don’t like you anymore…”
-Rodney Carrington, A Letter to my Pxx.

Wew, setelah melewati bulan April ini, fiuh…rasanya lega! Sedikit bisa menggunakan SPRING dan Hibernate Annotation. Masalah MVC yang diterapkan oleh SPRING, benar-benar sedikit menjengkelkan…karena ga bisa “nakalan” hahaha, bener-bener dipaksa MVC! Sial! Alhasil, sepertinya coding saya gampang sekali untuk di-trace! Yiihhaaw…

Untuk Hibernate Annotation, “go to hell..!” saya cuma pakai seperlunya saja. Ga berlebihan, cuma sebatas Insert, Update & Delete ke Table saja. Ga ada View, Stored Proc, dan tetek bengek lainnya! Fiuh…so far so good lah!

Jasper Report, uhmm…sepertinya ga ada masalah, belum! Jadi sekarang kondisinya Manusia Purba udah bisa naek mobil, wkwkwkwkwkwkwk…

Tapi hari ini sedikit merasa sakit hati….abis dibantai habis2an sama sebuah Tim dotA yang mana 2 orang dari tim tersebut adalah bagian dari tim yang juara I WCG di Jakarta kemarin! Assseeeemmmmmmm…! Breketek! Cuihh!! Aku dijebak! Aku ditipu! *halah*….hahahahaha, anyway, maju terooossssss……

By : Randy Newman 

When somebody loved me
everything was beautiful
every hour we spent together
lives within my heart

And when she was sad
I was there to dry her tears
and when she was happy so was I
when she loved me

Through the summer and the fall
we had each other that was all
just she and I together
like it was meant to be
and when she was lonely
I was there to comfort her
and I knew that she loved me

So the years went by
I stayed the same
but she began to drift away
I was left alone
still I waited for the day
when she’d say
I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten
never thought she’d look my way
and she smiled at me
and held me
just like she used to do
like she loved me
when she loved me

When somebody loved me
everything was beautiful
every hour we spent together
lives within my heart

When she loved me