Archive for June, 2007

They asked me to believe in what they had told me about my faith, then I must learn it, learn to believe…and I refuse it!

I have to learn about what I have believed, about what they had told me. Not to learn to believe but to learn about it…what, why, where, when, and how! I’m not a good follower since I don’t trust people…but I’m trying to be a good follower, and be trusted, not like them!

If you think history of faith could be changed by human as the time changed, then you’re totally wrong!

Don’t be a stupid follower…

Find your faith…by learning not just believing…that’s the truth of faith…

Dear vngvlvcv,

I love you…
Not becoz how you look like
Not becoz how you make up
Not becoz how you brush your hair

I love you…
Not becoz who you are
Not becoz who your family is
Not becoz who your friends are

I love you…
Not becoz the way you walk
Not becoz the way you smile
But I must confess that your smile is brightening my day…

I love you…
Not becoz what you do
Not becoz what you wear
Not becoz what you have

I love you…
Becoz of the way you lie to me…
Becoz of the way you mock me…
Becoz of the way you mad at me…

I love you…
Becoz you’re a correct pair in my puzzle of life
Becoz you’re a correct piece of my sliced heart
Becoz the humility of you…

I don’t need any special thing from you…
All I need is you…
Just you…

That’s the reason why I really want to meet you…

I met her, I touched her..
She hugged me then I kissed her..
Don’t wake me up…!!
Coz every time I open my eyes,
she would be gone…

Look what she had done,
She brightened my life through the dream I couldn’t buy
She filled the emptiness through the melody of lullaby
Don’t wake me up…!!
Coz every time I open my eyes,
she would be gone..

Isn’t it crazy?
I’m living in a dream that never ends..
I’m lost, but I’m so happy to be here..

That’s why I love to dream
Coz she was real in my dream..

“God, please protect me while I’m sleeping…
Please guide me to that dream again…
God, she might be not the one who is sleeping beside me now…
but God, please let her be the one in my dream…”

There’s nothing I could say to you
There’s nothing…
You wouldn’t understand,
about this feeling…

I’m flying…
Flying in a blue dream…
Playing in a blue dream…

I’m gonna be alright,
I’m not afraid to be alone…
Don’t weep at my grave,
I’m no longer here…

I’m flying…
Flying in a blue dream…
Playing in a blue dream…