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detak jantungku hari itu..
kencang sekali seperti langkah barisan tentara di pagi hari
dug..dug..dug..
aliran darah mengalir kencang di seluruh bagian tubuh ini
aku pun mulai gelisah
saat itu rasanya berat sekali..
saat dimana aku akan datang ke rumahmu
kikuk..grogi..
aliran darah mengalir kencang di seluruh bagian tubuh ini
aku pun gelisah
pikiranku mulai kacau..
yang intinya hanya tertuju kepadamu
ha..ha..ha..
bahkan saat menulis ini pun detak jantungku [...]

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i dont know how to start to write
i dont know how to express this feeling
it is only you in my mind,
your smile..
has brightened my day,
fills the emptiness inside me,
your smile is everything to me..
it used to blink when you smile with your braces
i just love it..
when we talk, when we eat, when we do many [...]

Pagi itu jam 6 langit di luar terlihat gelap.
Bunyi rintikan hujan sejak tadi jam 4 masih terdengar.
Namun suasana hatiku sungguh tak segelap pagi itu..
Tak sabar rasanya untuk segera berangkat.
Ada perasaan tidak sreg dengan hujan pagi itu..
dan beberapa pertanyaan dalam pikiranku,
“Apakah dia akan tetap datang di jam yang sama?”
“Ataukah mungkin dia akan terlambat beberapa menit dari [...]

“I’m gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can’t see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better”
-Santana feat. Steven Tyler, Just Feel Better.
Sore ini jalanan terlihat ramai dipenuhi berbagai macam kendaraan
Jalanan basah diguyur hujan
Angin bertiup kencang terlihat dari pemandangan di lantai 21
Daun-daun itu [...]

God, please grant me serenity
to think about what love has done to me
God, today I’m starting my day with a new hope
bless me with Your Grace…
God, please always protect her from danger
please always lead her to the right path..
With all the prayers I have,
please always guide her when she’s in the dark..
God, please always hear [...]

I’m healing everyday!
And I’ll never stop loving you just like I’ve ever said before…
Crazy me…Silly me…I don’t care…^^

Loving you..
is the greatest gift I’ve ever had
is the best thing in my life
Being with you..
is the most beautiful present I’ve ever had
is the most wonderful moment in my life
But loving you..
is the hardest part, when you have to say goodbye
is the saddest scene, when you kiss…
But loving you..
is a heaven for me…
and I’ll never [...]

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Once, I have found my true love
But I made a mistake
Once in my lifetime…
I just believe that true love is hard..
But I believe that you and I will be together..
One day…I’m so sure..
God, I’m so sure..
God, let it happen in my lifetime..
Just once…
L is for the way you look at me..
I’ll never forget that…
I’ll come [...]

Pagi ini langit terlihat gelap
Awan mendung menyelimuti sebelah barat
dan cahaya matahari terlihat samar di sebelah timur
Kicauan burung tak terdengar sejak saat itu
Angin dingin mulai berhembus..
Saat itu hanya kamu yang ada di pikiranku..
Jantungku mulai berdebar kencang,
sama seperti saat kita pertama kali bertemu..
Hembusan angin membawa imajinasiku ke masa lalu..
Suaramu terbayang di dalam anganku..
Senyummu menghiasi bingkai masa laluku..
Ah [...]

I’m not dying by counting months,
I’m dying to know you’re leaving…
Though there’s no difference
But at the moment I know you’re near physically
That brings some magical spirit to a weirdo like me…
When you told me that we could go out or just to meet
I was so damn happy…
Though it never happen until today,
But at least I [...]

You used to teach me,
you used to tease me..
then we kissed oh what a wonderful kiss..
But yesterday is only a memory
If only I could say
please don’t go tonight,
If only we could run away
And tomorrow is a new hope..
I know I couldn’t turn back time
Baby please give love a chance
Maybe we won’t be alone..
Today is a [...]