Love Of My Life
Mar 8th
[K.Martin]
I want you to know how I feel about you
I must show what to do everytime you are near
All the girls, who try and take your place
It’s impossible…
They don’t matter
‘Cause I’m in love with you
‘Cause you are…
…The love of my life
No one can make me feel the way you do
All my heart and soul I give to you
‘Cause you are…the love of my life
Your smile can light the darkest part of me
Can you see…
You are the love of my life…
I searched for a long time
Just to find a love to call my own
Never thought that I can find someone like you
I promise you fidelity, In me you’ll find security
Just say you’ll stay with me always
There’s no other way for me to say
You are…
…The love of my life
No one can make me feel the way you do
All my heart and soul I give to you
‘Cause you are…the love of my life
Your smile can light the darkest part of me
Can you see…
You are the love of my life…
I can climb the highest mountain
with you beside me…
There’s no one I would rather spend eternity…
I know we’ve only been together for a short time, baby baby, baby…
I want you to know, that I won’t go
‘Cause you are…
…The love of my life
No one can make me feel the way you do
All my heart and soul I give to you
‘Cause you are…the love of my life
Your smile can light the darkest part of me
Can you see…
You are the love of my life…
—
It was…so fast, so beautiful…
The most beautiful thing in my whole life…
Can you see it..?? Almost all text are bold 
Dizzy Dancing On January
Jan 25th
Kepala rasanya pusinnggg banget malem ini. Tahun baru yang aneh…adaaa aja masalah yang dateng. Baik itu kerjaan, dan terkadang ada juga sih yg pribadi (yang aku sendiri ga tau kenapa? emang ada masalah ya?)..aneh?
Yang dulunya janji-janji, eehh…sekarang malah janji itu ga ada alias ga pernah ditepati, bukan ga pernah sih…tapi ga bakalan! Trus ada janji lagi dgn orang lain, ya gitu juga…isinya cuma janji dan janji…yang lainnya mah ya gitu-gitu ajah…susah juga sih ya. Yang edan itu orang yg janji apa aku-nya ya? Yang jelas aku klo janji sih selalu ditepati, walau terkadang agak molor hehehe. Tapi tetap dalam kasusnya, janjiku terpenuhi…
Bentar lagi masuk Februari, trus April, Mei, eh Maret dulu trus April, Mei, Juni…wah masa-masa sulit nih! Benernya sih mulai hari ini masa-masa sulitnya…cuma biar keliatan agak santai, masa sulitnya diundur ajah, kekekekekek…
Tau masa sulit apa? Entah lah…kuanggap sebagai bukan masa sulit aja kali, biar sama-sama enak. Toh sama-sama ga peduli *aku sih peduli* …ya udah daripada susah-susah, mending ikutan ga peduli deh…sok cuek, pdhal kepikiran…ahh sebodo amat dah! Dia dia inih…selama ini gw kyk ga pernah dianggep…tapi bener juga sih, emang sapa gua! Gua-nya aja kali yang merasa perasaan yang “kurang kerjaan” inih…abis, dulunya ‘beautiful’ sih…hahahahaha…:p
Selamat jalan deh…I’ll keep on dancing, a dizzy dancing on January…aaaaahhh tidaakkkkk! Jangan pergii…eh bodo ah! Besok-besok paling juga dah lupa sama yang namanya “Nino”… lelaki aneh berkepala botak tapi ga botak-botak amat, berjenggot kadang membludak karena lupa dicukur, pikun, mata tidak sedap dipandang akibat jarang tidur, ngomong suka ga nyambung karena pikiran kemana-mana, hahaahahahaha…
Ntar aja klo ada kesempatan deh langsung gw lamar ya…haahhahaha, biar ga lari-lari kayak sekarang ini…sok dah sekarang mo lari kemana terserah, (ya emang! Emang gw bapaknya! Atau mantannya..huahahahahaa) Edan…edann….
Because Of You
Jan 25th
(by Keith Martin)
If ever you wondered if you touched my soul, yes you do
Since I met you I’m not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch I can’t let go
Never thought I’d fall in love with you
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I’ll tell the world…it’s because of you
Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It’s not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you…
The magic in your eyes
True love I can’t deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I’m never letting go
You mean so much to me I want the world to see..
It’s because of you..
PS: It’s because of you…
Remember
Jan 6th
(by Harry Nilsson)
Long ago…Far away…
Life was clear…Close your eyes…
Remember…is a place from long ago
Remember…filled with everything you know
Remember…when you’re sad and feelin’ down
Remember…turn around
Remember…life is just a memory
Remember…close your eyes and you can see
Remember…think of all that life can be
Remember…
Dream…love is only in a dream…Remember…
Remember life is never as it seems…Dream…
Long ago…Far away
Life was clear…Close your eyes…
::do you remember this song?
Life is a daybreak
Dec 5th
Sometimes life seems so unfair
It’s like walking on a sheet of hair
Sometimes life seems so cruel
So cruel that I can’t see the truth
But however it is and whatever it is
I don’t want to miss this
I don’t want to skip this
Every single thing in life
is every single breath I take
Every precious line than anything in this earth
They are steps of fortune
I plan it! and God decide it..
I pray and God will listen..
I hope and God is the Almighty..
I wanna be there when she’s crying
I wanna be there when he’s growing up
I wanna be there when they’re laughing
I don’t wanna lose every single moment in life
which is good or bad…they’re the same…
There’ll be no goodness if there’s no badness
Yin and Yang
I live with what I am now
I’m enjoying this…
Trying will all efforts to touch the skies and dreams
Break on thru to the other side of X: infinite
Now I know (Cinta tak harus memiliki)
Dec 4th
Tears are falling down
On your cheek and you’re alone
Sitting under the trees
Bending your knees
Telah habis semua cerita
cinta antara kau dengannya
I can’t stand the pain
No, I can’t hold it again
It’s been a long time ago
And now I know
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Cintaku ada di dalam hati ini
I would come to you
But I just can’t come true
You’re just too good for me
And let your love choose me
One day..
Rainbow comes after rain
Let the rainbow brighten your day
Don’t spend your time in vain
Pick a color and move away
Aku kan di sini selalu menanti
kehadiranmu yang mengisi hidupku ini
Like I’ve ever told you
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Cintaku ada di dalam hati ini…
[:-)]
23 May
Nov 20th
It’s easy to think of you
It’s easy to remember everything about you
But it’s hard to release you…
I’ve spent so much time
Loving a girl that never be mine…
I closed my eyes
and wonder where you are now…
I’d tried to call but I just didn’t know how..
I couldn’t believe you’re gone
I couldn’t believe you’re gone
I really miss you so
The wind will keep blowing
The sun will keep shining
And I’ll keep waiting…till there’s no tomorrow
till the stars fall from the sky…
It was easy to think of you
It was easy to remember everything about you
But still, it is hard to release you…
It makes me sad…
But I’m proud…to have this eternal love…
Lady in Blue
Nov 10th
Time has changed
Here I am and still the same
Watching you
Wishing you were here
And I’m waiting…
Dreaming of you…
is the best part of my life
Your smile…
Guides me while I’m sleeping
Your voice…
Leads me while I’m awake
But now I have to face the truth
We never be together
I’m moving with my own
And now you’re moving with your own
So glad to see you happy
I have to stop dreaming of you…
Though you know I don’t want to
Well, I guess I won’t
Coz you’re the best dream I’ve ever had
It’s just between you and heaven…
c’est la vie
PS: I love the way you stared at me that day in Meccasuite Arabian’s Sky
Remembering
Nov 5th
It’s a cloudy day on August, I’m remembering…
…It was on 1999, May..
…..It was rainy, cinema, “Payback”
…..Black shirt and uniform, first meet
…..Holding hands, Devon Sawa
…I made a statement
…I poured out all my feeling
…For the first time
…Loving you was the greatest thing ever!
…During 1999..
…..a pin, Batman
…..T-Shirt and wristlet from Irian
…..Soap in the box, Flower soap
…..And my white rose
…..Love was all around
…And our first anniv on 2000
…Till the day we went to a bank, a money-changer
I’m still remembering…
…the last night at your house
…was the last time I kissed you
…at the airport
(I can’t continue this..)
Until now…
I’m still remembering…
:: Brazil Nut ::
Oct 14th
Your fragrance…
Is all around..
Whenever and wherever I am..
The fragrance…
Fills the day with hope..
No matter what I am..
The different feeling I feel
Everytime I smell this brazil..
It’s just between you and heaven…
Flyin high to the skies…
It’s just between you and heaven…
You always come with a surprise..
You’re unpredictable…
I never thought it was really you (I’m glad)..
But this Brazil Nut is always here..
..fills the emptiness..
..fills the missing..
What am I without you?…
-Thx
The thing I can’t imagine (Without you)
Oct 12th
I spend my time sitting on the chair with a hope
Thinking a thing that I can’t imagine
Living a life that I can’t leave behind
Without you
I sail my pray on a ship of hope today
Crying on the day when you went away
The thing I can’t imagine
Without you
I’ll dance in the darkness
In an empty room, alone
Writing a letter that never be sent
I never thought you’re gone
The best thing in my life is being with you
We’re happy and so young..
And the worst thing in my life was..
..when I woke up in the morning..
..and then I realized you’re not here anymore..
We don’t know how it’s gonna be
If we could turn back time
And let time be ours…
Sing a song we used to sing
Under a glass moon
I’ll wear your wedding ring
Beneath a tree of hope, tree of life
A memory remains..
The thing I can’t imagine
If imagining it without you..
Beruang Kutub
Oct 10th
Wuuaaahhh…hari ini tidur hampir 12 jam!! Dari jam 4.10 AM sampe jam 2.30 PM, huahahahaha…non-stop jek!! Lega rasanyaaaa…harusnya sih hari Minggu mbayar utang tidurnya, berhubung Minggu masih ada tanggungan jadi dibayar hari Selasa, kekekekekeke….kyk beruang kutub aja tidur lamaaa…dan masih bisa lebih lama lagi :p
Bukan hanya tidurnya yg lebih lama…tapi ada yg lainnya, huahahahahahahahahahaha….edan!
Udah ah, mo balik ke lingkaran tak berujung ini…hehehe :p
Missing you (#eEhH#)
Oct 9th
(Keyword: tulip, peach, soto, puding, bihun goreng, pocky, YM, MSN, painting, notepad, crazy, beautiful, simple, lovely, so many things about you…hehehe…)
Ngejar setoran Lebaran! Apa yg dikejar?
Oct 3rd
Pagi ini jam 05.15 WIB, mata masih terkantuk-kantuk. Pikiran mumet, banyak yang pengen dilakuin tapi rasa2nya waktu tidak cukup hanya 24 jam untuk sehari. Ntar jam 09.00 WIB sudah harus ada di kantor (ehem…ruko, F9), rasa2nya masih pengen tidur, ga cukup tidur cuma 2,5 jam (perasaan dimana2 tidur 2,5 jam cuma buat tidur siang kalii!) hehehee. Mana tanpa kopi lagi (tapi klo abis buka puasa, kopi langsung 2 gelas, kekekeke).
Yang dikerjain sana sini, ini itu, yg nantang monopoly, yg nantang AOE, yg ngajak kesini kesitu, yg minta ini itu, yg anter sana sini, bla bla bla bla…“If a man could be two places at one time I’d be with you…tomorrow and today…beside you all the way…” (??) Ada sedikit kaitan, tapi dikiittt banget!! Mbwaaahhh…ngomong apa pula aku ni..!
Ngantuk banget, pengen tidur tapi nanggung..! Pengen nonton ga ada acara, seandainya ada Mr.Bean atau ngga Tom and Jerry, pasti udah lumayan menghibur tuh! Berhubung jam segini, kebanyakan acara rohani atau berita atau apalah, ini itu, bla bla bla…
Ngelembur pagi-siang-malem-pagi kayak ngejar setoran ajah…tapi apa yg dikejar juga? Hmmm, dirasa2 sih ga ada yg dikejar, cuma iseng2 aja mo kejar2an kekekekekek. Lebaran…rame, kumpul, makanan, sungkeman, padat, macet, arrgghhhhhh….sana sini….*aha!!** Yangti pasti masak opor dan bihun yg slurrrpppsss…alamaakk!! Aseeekkkkkk…cuma ya gitu…rameee…
Mulan Kwok…aduhaii…:) Suaranya…mabuhaaiiii….:) Matanya….nyam nyam nyamm….
Kok kyknya migrain ya?? Aduh…sakit perut pula…ngantukkk!! *cringgg!!** duduk di atas kloset sambil tidur..!! Huahhauhhahhaaa…menyelam sambil tenggelam dalam #censored#..!! Kekekekekekekekekekeke….geloo! Auuuuuu…..
One Art
Oct 3rd
The art of losing isn’t hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day.
Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant to travel.
None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother’s watch.
And look! my last, or next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones.
And, vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn’t a disaster.
—Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture I love) I shan’t have lied.
It’s evident the art of losing’s not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
>> one of my favs, Elizabeth Bishop
